I am alarmed and distraught at the realization that my sisters know nothing of the bible. Things like this are issues for me eversince i was a kid and i can't help but feel helpless at the thought. Issues like this might turn off people and would not want to tackle such subjects and i learned that REgine feels the same. This morning we talked about religion when she caught me looking at a brochure i had a long time ago. As a kid, i was always intrigued about life per se and how God existed through various religions and ideas. i think it is innate in man that God exists, and there is the nagging thought on how God existed and how we can prove that He is real. I bet people who knew me since high school would know that i inquire a lot and ask basic questions about values and religious stuff and some of them are even pissed every time i raise the subject. Basics like good or bad, angels and devils.. that kind of things.
Anyway, i really feel bad that my sisters aren't interested or concerned about it. They comply on what is expected of them yet they do not know the significance of it. They go to church most of the time but they do not think highly of it. I have observed that they do it as a sign of obedience to authority and that is a lot of bull. I am a victim of that kind of mentality too when i was young. I am surprised that most of them accepted and embraced the religion without questions. But when i did, most of them got angry and questioned my faith.
to be continued. my ears hurt.
From: Philippines
About me: i like pondering about the meaning of life with my pseudo-existentialist friends. i am forgetful, queer, quiet,a cross between being an introvert and extrovert, hyper when i'm with people i'm fond of, moody, likes making faces in the mirror, writes stuff about my pseudo existentialist life. i'm really a complicated person.. i think. i'm not nice like everyone. not that i am mean or anything. it's just the way i am, i guess. i used to play silly antics with my bro that usually makes up my day. may pagkapraning din. mahilig mag soundtrip, read, eat, sleep.. can't really focus right now.. argh! im addicted with jdorama dvds/animes.
