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it's sad how something so beautiful and happy will have to end just because something came up and you no longer feel the same way as before.

it excites me to see you even when your back is turned to me.

it makes me wonder if i can ever make you smile or make a slight twitch on your mouth that could possibly be a smirk over something stupid that i did (and later on i'll want to bang my head and think how lame i made it happen).

i made you laugh once. but that was over something i didn't intend to happen. a smile crept into your face over something i said but i was so serious i wasn't in the mood to laugh.

i told you i liked your name. everytime someone mentions it it feels like a light bulb is being switched on and everything will be bright and happy. pathetic, don't you think?

i'll miss seeing you in that light.

the way you make my day bright.

the way it makes me smile at the thought of you.

thanks for making me happy. even if its for a while.