it's funny how things can get complicated with just a smile or whatever.
i like him a lot. i ____ for him a lot. (yeah, i'll be honest about that) he exudes an appeal i cannot deny, an attraction that is distracting me tremendously. he's so hot. but i know i'm being shallow about everything. but then again he affects me in ways i can't fathom. like i want to know what makes him happy. or what will make him happy. i want to see him smile, i want him to be happy. if only i could do that for him... if only
